there is no reason for me to have this anymore. no one talks to me anymore i just post shit for no reason what so ever. soooo this is the last post i will ever be posting again…not like you guys care but any who that is the deal.
aleysha and brayden will be going bye bye forever at 10 pm tonight. 1 more hour
Hahaha damn was i wrong can i just tell you how poor i am i work 2 days a week i make barley $70 for those 2 days i also am suppose to receive $70 each week for child support, which i have not gotten yet 2 weeks later. My car is on its last leg wouldn’t doubt if it doesn’t make it through november. My phone doesn’t work either it freezes my screen doesn’t work it certain sections i also wouldn’t be surprised if this doesn’t make it to the end of the month. I don’t have the $ to fix my car for when it breaks i also dont have $ for a new one and same with my phone. When my car breaks i am so fucked it isn’t even funny i have no way to school no way to work no way to anything. Also i have applied every where and no one ia hiring or if they are they aren’t interested in me. The hours i go to school have fucked me over when it comes to jobs. I am $10,000 in debt i can barley afford food in my stomach and gas in my car. Thankfully Brayden has everything he needs thanks to wic and reusable diapers. But it’s coming time for he needs new clothes and i can’t afford to buy any. I can’t afford any my weekly spending total is almost $300 because i have so many bills and past due bills. That’s $1200 a month i make $280 a month and i cannot find any where to work name it i have been there and applied. I am on my last leg i was driving home from school yesterday contemplating if i should just go head first into a tree or telephone pole because i am clearly doing no one any good. I am a failure of a mother i hate school i am not doing good what so ever i barley have a job and I’m not even making ends meets. I could just sign Bray all over to my mother and he would be all set for life because I’m not doing anything good for him. I am barley home because i go to school everyday. He barley even notices me when i come home, he obviously is attached to my mother so what good is it that i am around he doesn’t even notice me. One more bad thing comes my way and i think that just may be it because i cannot do this anymore. Nothing but bad news ever comes my way and you know what they say god makes life hard for those who can handle it well you know what that is the most fucked up thing i have ever heard. I think people who’s lives are nothing but bad and difficult should get a break every so often because if i don’t get one sooner than later then it’s just going to be to late and i will be gone.
No one needs me not even my son 3
i really want to change majors and major in business and then i want to go to bar tending school. i don’t know if it’s smart but it is something i have always wanted to do and majoring in radiology kind of really sucks.
is there no one who can handle all of this?
story of my life #butidontmind #usetoit #unfortunatley #brayden #screamingbaby #nosleep
after math of lunch time #messyboy #blueeyes #mommyslove #mommasboy #cutie #fivemonths #brayden #instacutie #instababy
growing up too fast #littleman #sobig #brayden #son #child #fivemonths #mommy #mommasboy #family #moose #instababy #instacutie
and “like mother like son” is a total impossibility -__-
oh no its ok brayden momy so totally planned to only get a few hours of sleep
I love the teething stage, said no parent ever my child is miserable. teething jell every 15 or so minutes motrin every 6 aw yeah so much fun. I should just bring him to his father’s and say here you go you go…but nope unfortunately I cannot…well I could be idk how it would go.
#nailsdid #glittery #instanails #thankyou @sammi_babi08